Midnight train and the way to where you are. Can't know what will happen, what this all will bring both of us but I'm on my way.
Knowing I'll be going away too soon but still gonna take the risk - they say it's better to regret what's been done than what hasn't. So we will see.
Knowing I've only known you for a week and have seen you only once but what's the difference? No point in asking too many questions, in thinking too much. Go for it. Take the chance. Do crazy things. That's what your life is for. Otherwise you won't have what to remember when you are old and grey.
Wish you met him before. Miss him in advance. Idealize him. Make him the one just for a week. Or for a lifetime. Never stop looking for it even if disappointments are there all the time and sometimes it feels like you can't take it anymore. Take the midnight train to where you wanna be. Where you know you are desired and treated like you should be treated.
So here I am.
2009, August, the 1st, late Saturday night
The Kyiv-Chernivtsi Train